Wednesday, December 21, 2016
Sunday, December 18, 2016
Thursday, December 15, 2016
Friday, December 9, 2016
Monday, November 21, 2016
I have, for the most part, as a woman, access to abortion and birth control and can watch all of my friends get married no matter their sexual orientation. The thought of Our closest neighbours all that they have gained and the affect it will have on the world is frighting.
Thursday, November 17, 2016
Monday, November 14, 2016
Monday, October 31, 2016
Thursday, October 27, 2016
Wednesday, September 28, 2016
Saturday, September 17, 2016
Monday, September 5, 2016
I see other people who’ve never taken a writing class be published and succeed and I get hung up on maybe it’s not good enough, so the hang up is still me. No matter how many times I write “I’m good enough,” believe that “I’m strong enough” or look in the mirror and know “my eyes are sparkling enough,” there’s still that part of me that doesn’t believe I can do it, and that’s the part that hold me back from succeeding.
I’m not good enough, I haven’t had the right writing classes, I haven’t had enough writing classes this one will teach me something I don’t know. There is always something I don’t know. But I won’t know it until I do it.
There are many writers that say you don’t know how to write until you write and come up against yourself; no amount of lessons are going to prepare you for what you face when you write your own work and then you have to relearn to write again when you do your second and third and fourth piece etcetera. Even with short stories, we can’t get one sent to the editor, and not have to do a million drafts of the next one.
And so I find that although I didn’t want it to be me it is me that is the catalyst to whether
or not I succeed.
Saturday, August 20, 2016
Thursday, August 11, 2016
Monday, July 4, 2016
Sunday, July 3, 2016
Saturday, July 2, 2016
So it's summer time now and I'm spending the first few days of July at my parents house in the cool fog and rain. The Duncans and I are chillaxing. The world was getting the better of me and I needed to sit and relax.
I had a very good chat with my oldest friend and I shared with her how I'm dealing with depression now. You see chemically I have everything in order. The right amount of Prozac, all the bad chemicals out of my body; wheat and gluten. And there is still a part of me that is sad😢.
Still a part of me that isn't real yet. Still a part of me that pushes all the emotions down under and sleeps so I don't have to be truthful to myself and others; I don't have time for that any more, there are things that I've started on good days that I need to finish, goals and objectives.
Today I was surrounded by a lot of people I didn't know and a few that I did. I balanced self time and friend time and new people time and didn't get overwhelmed by the end of the market I was at.
I'm home and journaling and feeling balanced and awake which is great. Just the next moment and the next to live through.